Update

Haven't posted in a while, but a lot has happened. From losing all my friends to losing contact with my family, I don't is this what it feels like to be happy? I just feel like I'm further away now. I'm just a little stronger by keeping myself from crying. But now? It's all hopeless. All those things I said in the past? They're coming true now. The things I thought I was imagining. Now it's all coming true. Not because I told them the truth. Because I made this happen. It was my fault for keeping it in. What could I do, it was the only way.