Laughter

There are many different hmm lets say meanings to laughter. Sometimes people laugh because it truly is funny. Other times people laugh because it just comes out. Some people laugh to hide. To hide from the hurt and sorrow. Hoping the laughter can keep the hurt away from you. But what happens when you don't to laugh anymore. What if laughter doesn't work anymore. True laughter is what you want. True laughter is the kind of laughter that can tell people you have no worries anymore. People don't know. People can't tell the difference between your fake laughter or your true laughter. There's nothing more to say. That's just it. Nothing you can do. The only way they can see is if you cry. Cry until you can't cry anymore. It's the only way to show your true feelings. But if you do that, they'll look at you in a funny way, staring at you as if you were a monster. Sometimes you want to tell someone so badly how you feel and just let all your anger, sorrow, worries, and problems out. But you're scared. You're scared of the reactions that come to you and tell you how they think of you and judge you.