Won't you listen

Just listen
please
that is one thing I desire
sometimes I wish people would listen and hear me
crying out
won't you listen?
I can't take it.
I can't take it how I am so stupid
I can't take it how I can't even talk to him
I hate it that I am awkward
I hate it that I can't hug him when I see him
I hate it that I can't even say hi
It doesn't matter what I say
Cause nobody will listen
When I say only someone else would understand
they get angry
but when I talk to them about my feelings
they are totally ignored.